today's match went pretty well, WE WON! (: hooray shirleen! hoho, didn't expect to win cause you know my confidence level just plunges to zero sometimes x) but yeah, partially because my opponent wasn't as strong as my other team mates' opponents so we could win (:

but oh, THE DRAMA! i was doing pretty okay on the first match actually, lots of strength and whatever. but then my opponent gave a drop and i dived in for a net but didn't realise, too quick. my opponent suddenly changed the direction of the ball, so i knew that i had to go for every ball and do my best, and not just let any ball slip away. one ball can be very costly you know x) and i didn't want to let shirleen down, so i tried to give a shot and take the ball but lost a bit of my footing and OH NO! pulled a muscle, in my butt or thigh i don't really know, connected la x) hurt really bad. now you can call me crippled or whatever x) can't do much with it except keeping it straight. bend it a little and it hurts like OMFGWTFDFHDSRGDSGD!!! x) hoho. so basically my second match was just slacking, and i'm sorry shirleen you had to run the whole court to save the shuttle! MUAH! but we still won, and proved something to God and ourselves (: or else it would be damn wasted can.

but i MUST get well. tomorrow i'm playing against tkgs or xinmin. as usual i don't think i can whack anymore asses but i promised shirleen that i'll try my very very best. i think it's our turn to get our asses whacked but nevermind, i'll try my best to do well in tomorrow's match ok (: but i'm sorry, i can't push myself too hard or the injury will get worse T-T i hope it'll feel better tomorrow or arrrggghhhh. x_x;;

&! i'm sick. my head's feels like it's bloated with water and it's going to explode anytime and i'm feeling so feverish. well, not that i mind being sick, but i hope it isn't dengue fever. my place breeds a lot of these mosquitoes. rawr. i'm not feeling very well now.

TIME FOR MORE ESTASY AND SLEEP HOHO x)